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Tears
Friday, April 13, 2012 || 7:48 AM
Who said BOY must be strong..
Who said BOY cannot cries..
A lot of the time, i feel out of place,
Sometime, being ignored..
The feeling is like a deep laceration into the skin..
Feel sad whose know ? Feel lonely whose know ?
I really feel lonely and helpless when i leave my parent apart
and studies over another places...
Friend always ask me, Do you going back your hometown?
I always replied, How i gonna go back? Just for the weekends for only 2days.
Do, i do miss my parent, because i feel that my family is the best.
Sometimes, being loneliness,
During the period in the University,
I always used to be alone, however i wish to have friends together.
Who like to be alone ? Who like to be ignored ?
Actually, i'm not like to be alone, but i'm forced to be alone..
I being alone to take lunch alone, study alone, and work myself alone.
Nowadays i had made my own lunch,
because i don't want to take lunch in canteen alone.
I remember..
I had talked to my dean about this stuff,
I had cried, they said that i'm fragile behind me to the classmate,
But they knew what is the feeling for me came alone from one place to another place?
I had used to be independent, i just going back hometown for Chinese New Year,
I do miss my parent, miss my house, miss my relatives, they knew?
BTW, YES, i'm Fragile.. Because i'm not cold-blooded..
I remember..
My mum always told me that "Life is Independent",
They can't live with me forever, I need to learn to catch my own fish,
YES, i do.. But as long as my parent still be with me,
I cherish all the moment and wish to be with them..
Nowadays i quite spend time by calling back to my parents,
Because i miss them so much.. They are great for me..
Friends.. How i gonna described the meaning of Friends,
Before, i think i'm having immature thinking of the words " FRIEND "
Now, i can clearly differentiate the meaning of Friend and Good Friend,
Friend are the one who can play happily, shopping, fool together..
While, Good friend are the one who will willing to help
without any Grumble and Complain *Squawk*
For me, i willing to help others but i wish others don't be selfishness to me..
People will help others, Not because who you're,
Is because they treat you truly and appreciate the friendship between them..
Sometimes, I do not cried loud..
Sometimes, I do not show my disagree..
Sometimes, I mimic the happiness although i'm sad..
The people who always live happily, Not because they will not sad..
Just because they do not willing to speak, they just don't make others sad too.
I always cried in my heart, too sad until my tears just will come out..
I had a SAD FRIDAY.. 12 of April 2012.
Sometimes tears come, despite your might or you will....